i wish i remembered this instead of my trauma

in “i wish i remembered this instead of my trauma”, i use 3d to create a way to escape back to my childhood and past experiences. i do not remember a majority of my childhood and most of what i remember are very terrible experiences. each photo is a depiction of what seems to be a happy memory; but has a negative connotation to me. i am not comfortable looking at myself. i do not know how much i want to remember. i wish i remembered the happy moments.